I've decided to adopt La Vie Boheme as my theme song. I'm going into a period of re-creation, purification. It's important to look at your life and ask yourself and no one else, if it's okay. There is something important about being self regulated, self confident, self reliant (see Ralph Waldo Emerson). To live a life without regrets, go out and fix those mistakes today. Write volumes about what torments you. Spill it.